» Saturday, July 03, 2004
ARTS ALIVE! WAS FANTASTIC!!!!! omg. i really don't care about what others are gonna say about hey ya. all the messy shit and whatsoever. cos today, all of us really felt damn good about it! it just felt, different. like we were all just sooooooo happy after the dance. and it actually boosted our confidence for the other dances. soooooo happy. really. the night of the living dolls was superb!!!!! (self praise whatever) but really!!! mrs siverias was like 'you all just keep improving with every performance! like professional already!' wahhhhhhhhh. happiness! the jazz dancers were damn fab too. once again, i almost cried watching them. hehe. well i teared after everything. inez was crying, carol was going to cry, nicole too.
WHY WHY WHY?!
cos it's our last performance. for 3 of us la. inez was damn sad cos like, we all came in together and now like, separated. sob. i was soooooooo sad. so tonight i had lotsa emotions la ok. even before hey ya i was gonna cry too. can u imagine, all the hard work, all the fun put in during rehearsals? no more already! hopefully i'm taking part in chingay next yr. then i can see all my sweetie pies again! sighhhhhhh. i wish i could carry on with cca forever. i don't wanna leave! -sob-
ok so after the whole thing, left and went opposite to eat with my parents. nicole, carol and val joined us after a while. then i left. and now i'm home. and there's the holy trin confirmation tmr! -grin-
to all my modern dancers, it's really been an honour having to dance with such great people like yall. thank you so so much for the fun times we've had together plus all the boob-whacking, ass-pinching and leg-bending tricks. hehe. not forgetting all the cursing and swearing at THOSE idiots. i always thought highly of each and everyone of you and i still do. definitely won't forget what it's like to dance with you all. i must say, the dollies, we had lotsa fun going on pointe, buying our shoes, refusing to get out of our tutus and complaining about blisters. as for the jazz dancers, i had fun imitating yall! haha. ok last but not least, i MUST say thank you to nicole and carol and inez. together since day one. i'm definitely gonna miss yall the most! i miss modern dance already. nvm we still have monday! ms ong's house. we will carry on there! -muacks- love yall to the tiniest insy winsy bit!
» Friday, July 02, 2004
this week just sucked. everyday i came home late. cept for tues and today. other days were spent in school for rehearsals. but yesterday was the WORST. was so damn fucking pissed at ms wu! ugh!
sch ends at 145. she wants the opening sequence girls to be ready by 245 for the filming. she conducts meeting for leaders at 145 and it lasted til 245. she didn't let carol and i off early from the meeting cos it was impt. only one could leave. nvm. i ended up with 10-15mins to do my make-up and get dressed. in the end, everyone goes down at 315. she nags us for being late. PUNCTUALITY GIRLS! read my lips bitch, WHATEVER. she herself ended the damn meeting at 245. then after that, mrs linda teo or whoever. ms kang asks us how long we really need for make-up and all. carol says 2hrs. she comes in and says SURE ANOT?! fuck la. in carol's words 'WHO'S THE DANCER HERE?!' ms kang also. she can come to us during this mini break when we were supposed to grab a bite but couldn't cos all the stalls were outta food. so biscuits or drinks only. and guess what she says 'YOU ALL LOOK PISSED OFF.' no la! we're the happiest girls in the entire world couldn't you tell?! ughhhhh. and then they want to do filming. if you want a good filming, get it all done at one shot. don't make ppl do a run then go to the hall and practice for wet weather THEN do the filming! i swear yesterday was so horrible. i am so thankful that after this i will have nothing to do with that PFA office. with one lady who is so damn biased and doesn't know anything about performances. i hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee her. yuck. oh plus, they actually wanted to do the whole filming again! cos it wasn't good. WELL HELLO?!!!! wake up! you make ppl to everything unimportant before you do the actual filming. ppl's energy level gone already you expect a good show. fucking dumb. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i don't wanna talk about that already la. make me angry only. ms ong asked me to ask my mum to complain. wonder if she will. oh well. whatever. as for other matters, tmr is the o level listening compre. great. i am tired. i wish to wake up late on a saturday morning. but noooooooooo. sickening. i hate school la. driving me to my grave.
» Tuesday, June 29, 2004
ok forget about my previous entry. was damn angry that's all. now i'm, not angry. i'm crazy. and it's all because of school. i am deprived of proper sleeping hours. i have stress-from arts alive! and sch work. sch work can kill. 6articles in a night. and in the end, mdm chan didn't collect my book. nvm. arts alive is the killer. cca from 3-6. this week, tuesday is my only rest day. saturday's the big day. i think they shld cancel school for the whole thingy. it would do everyone a favour. considering that 600 out of 1300 girls are participating. the others can, come to school and watch us rehearse. at least that'll be something.
ok fine so i am crazy. sch was quite terrible today. went all looney with jill & tanya. (what's new) we made ms pilo angry. so that resulted in eng tys hw. history rocked though. cos mdm chan didn't come in. although she did come in for ss. hmm. cab home with tanya and joanne. thanks joanne! maha. i want lunch. but there's only pizza. well, it's the only thing i know how to cook. shit. ok goodnite.
» Monday, June 28, 2004
ya ok fine call me a bitch! i am who i am, i say what i want. i do things i wanna do. think about what YOU have done to ME. you think i felt damn good?! you think i actually was happy about how you were treating me?! fuck i was damn upset, felt like i was a complete idiot. you obviously don't know what it's like. and now you get angry about what i write about in my blog and call me a bitch. you know what, i really don't care if you call me a bitch. but even before you do, think about your own fucking actions. fucking pissed me off.
» Sunday, June 27, 2004
arghhhhhhhh. my dad just had to make us go to loyang point for dinner. cos he wanted to buy his shaver. and i, got to meet who?! that dog. soooooooooo sickening. i was happily walking until i saw this thing walk downstairs. that one nvm. after that the foodcourt. walao. walk pass nvm. stand and stare from somewhere thinking i actually can't see. -_- i lost my appetite ok! was forcing myself to finish the food. bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
anyway, today hasn't been a good day. still not done with my hw. and i'm on the net. i'm such a wonderful child. i think i'll just finish up my physics. cos that's the main stuff left i think. hmmmmmmm. oh well. whatever. sch starts tmr. i hate hate hate this. 2weeks in sch during the hols is good enough. i don't want schoooooooool. i want to graduate now now now. no o levels or what. just no more schooooooooooooooool. -whines-
